I miss him

I miss him since he dumped me. Even though I see how things are better, and I see how I can live without him I still miss him. I miss the man in him I thought he was. He made me laugh. But when I look back at what made me laugh I can't find what was so funny. He treated me well, took me out, but when I look back I see the 30+ pounds I packed on because of it and the raised cholesterol and blood pressure because of it. For all the things I thought were so great I look back now and wonder ...were they?

Here's to getting over and getting on without him.